Monday, December 31

This year I'll do better

This time last year I was watching Office Space for the first time and thinking about how to improve my life. I didn't have a job and was starting to get very aggravated. Also I realized that I didn't keep in much contact with a lot of friends and they were forced to read my bulletins and blogs just to know how I was. Lastly, I compiled a list of things I wanted to work on in 2007.

My goals of 2007 were: Write more often in an online journal; Eat three meals in a day at least once a week; See the movies on my list; Discover new music; Do things that make me happy; Workout like the good ol days; Get a big girl job that I like; Organize my room and unpack; Write my mom a check for $1000+; Hop on a plane and getaway for the weekend; Get down to one credit card; Let go of the past; Drink water regularly; Take more photographs; and Learn how to relax.

I didn't look at this list much after writing the blog and by summer I forgot it existed. Shockingly, I accomplished a lot of them and improved the quality of my life. I started a daily blog, still working on the getting posts in on time. I do eat more, but not as much as a normal human should. I've seen so many movies, found so many new bands, and smiled a lot more. I started running but not really. I HAVE A JOB, but I don't like it as much as I'd want to. My room is worst than before, I have over 1000 saved up but my mom wouldn't let me give it to her, maybe next year. No plane rides but many road trips and even a hotel stay or two. Still have a silly amount of debt, but no longer dwelling on yesteryear. I drink more Vitamin water and take a picture practically everyday and I even find ways to sit down and breathe. Overall I'll give myself an A, because no one is perfect; however, I improved vastly.

After accessing 2007 on a goal completion level I had to think, "what can I do to make 08 better?" It took me a long long time to figure that out. And on that note I bring you...

The List
  • Make more lists
  • Drop 4 sizes by August
  • Eat more and healthier
  • Drink at least one whole bottle of Vitamin water a day
  • Design outside of work
  • Have a website, resume, business card, portfolio, laminate by summer
  • Put a tour together
  • Get my name past Baltimore
  • Travel to a new city
  • Enjoy work
  • Find time to workout no matter what
  • Create a new life plan
  • Stop using the credit cards
  • Take more time out for me

Tuesday, December 25

My Grown-Up Christmas List


For the record, I'm not really a fan of making wish lists or telling people what I want for a gift. I guess I'm weird like that, but I hate asking for things unless you're my parents and even then I don't like it. Anyway here's a list of things I would like to own, if you are struggling to find me a gift hopefully this will help. As far as sizes go I wear a Large in shirts unless its layerable and goes on the bottom then get me an XL so it will actually show. Shoes I wear a 10 in womens, a 9 in mens, and an 8 in Chucks. Use this as a guide to my style, doesn't have to be exact but please no skulls! The links are just visuals to give you an idea of what I mean. Thanks

Clothing
Band Clothing
DVDs
  • Cool World
  • My So Called Life
  • Armor for Sleep DVD
  • Boy Meets World
  • The Matrix 3 movie set
  • Lord of the Rings 3 movie set
  • Star Wars 6 movie set
  • Classic 90s Cartoons and shows
  • Anything Devon Sawa, Luke Wilson, Owen Wilson, Jason Lee
Music
  • +44 - When Your Heart Stops Bleeding
  • Hit the Lights - This is a Stick Up... Don't Make it a Murder
  • The Rocket Summer - Calendar Days; Do You Feel
  • Silverstein - When Broken is Easily Fixed
  • Armor For Sleep – Smile for Them (CD/Lithograph/Tote Bag Bundle)
  • The Academy - The Academy EP
  • Remember Maine - Remember Maine EP
  • Powerspace - The Kicks of Passion
  • Over It - Step Outside Yourself
  • We Are the Fury - Venus
  • Cartel - Chroma
  • Angels & Airwaves - I-Empire
  • Say Anything - ...Is a Real Boy; In Defense of the Genre
  • Mariah Carey – Mariah Carey; Emotions; Musicbox; Valentines; MTV Unplugged
  • Say No More - What You Thought You Knew
  • Rediscover - Out of Touch
  • Motion City Soundtrack/Matchbook Romance Split
  • Motion City Soundtrack/Schatzi Split
  • Yellowcard – Underdog
Books
Shoes
  • Converse
  • EcoSNEAKS
Games
  • Life
  • Scene It: Movies 2
  • Match Game
  • The 90s Game
  • Let’s Make a Deal DVD
  • Show Me Yours I’ll Show You Mine
  • Clue
Misc
  • Quesadilla Maker
  • Laptop sleeve
  • Band posters
  • Headbands
  • Convertible gloves
  • Fingerless gloves
  • Skate deck
  • KURZ dirt devil
Giftcards
  • Best Buy
  • Target
  • Zumiez
  • Vans
  • PacSun
  • Journey's
  • Torrid
  • JCPenney
  • Ticketmaster
  • Neighborhoodies
  • Visa/Mastercard/Amex
Concert Tickets
  • Ask for up-to-date list
Magazine Subscriptions
  • SPIN
  • Entertainment Weekly
When in doubt...
  • Anything with a panda (except stuffed animal)
  • Anything argyle or another pattern
  • Volcom
  • Artsy (design) things

Friday, December 7

Wow we've come a long way

This morning I saw a quote and it made me go wow. Then I started to think about progression and evolution. I wanted to save it so I could remember whenever I needed to hear words of wisdom pertaining to nothing to do with me but everything to do with me at the same time. I know I'm behind on my blogs those will come when I have time, and if I don't have time that must mean I'm just doing more fun stuff for you to live vicariously through at a later date...

It may be true that the law cannot make a man love me, but it can stop him from lynching me, and I think that's pretty important.

- Martin Luther King Jr.

Wednesday, December 5

Cuddling leads to Kissing, you read Jeff's Blog

Today was a special day, I just kinda felt here which is one step from taking up space. Not a good way to feel. For some crazy reason I felt super needy today about the most random things. If I had it my way I would probably stayed in bed and called this one in, but at least there are a few good stories from it.

Memories

  • My vacation time got approved!!
  • Christine is guilty
  • Snowing like no other
  • Work was so not productive
  • Yell at Christine for not being warm and smart
  • Super bummed all day
  • I need a boy
  • Ben's Interview
  • I have a list of boys I can get with: JP, BG, WB
  • Wow Devin, wow
  • I wanna Pepsi, no like I felt Pepsi
  • Four Year Strong & Armor!!!!
  • "I don't have time for my friends' sexcapades"
  • I don't do useless
  • I don't even know my emotions, but it's not Christmas music worthy
  • I'm crazy so don't mess with me
  • I had an interview...
  • Sometimes I lurk people, sometimes that makes me dislike them
Places
  • Work
Faces
  • Just work
Conversations
  • Christine
  • Ebony
  • Devin
  • Mom
  • Mary Anne
December 5, 2007 - Wishing you were in someone else's shoes does nothing but create more issues for your feet

Tuesday, December 4

Dancing away the pain

My apologies for the lack of photographs, like you really really need a new picture of me. They are all on my camera/desktop and will be posted sometime, when I remember. Sometimes people just annoy me, no one cares who you know or what you do. Do people not do things for self-gratification anymore? Also if you're life is so damn peachy, why on Earth are you always looking at me?

Memories

  • Work sucks and makes people cry
  • Silly phone convo with Christine
  • Nap?
  • Rushing to get to Ottobar to see Attention
  • "Who's blog did you get that from?"
  • Gotta design a Forecast shirt for Christine, I'll send the band too I guess
  • Hey Alexa, How's your beer? Hahahaha
  • Wishing Devin came
  • Christine and her sex songs
  • Chatting with Alexa's friends
  • Spitalfield amazes me
  • If you're salty that's your own issue not mine, let me be
  • Promising Christine to have tissues when her fav band breaks up
  • For the record, if TAI's last show is in Australia I'm there, first in line
  • Christine skipped my fav NFG song to play FOB :(
Places
  • Work
  • Best Buy
  • UMBC
  • Fletcher's
Faces
  • Sara
  • Alexa
  • Christine
  • Dan
Conversations
  • Mom
  • Dad
December 4, 2007 - It doesn't matter who you know cause at the end of the day you're still you, and no one can change that

Monday, December 3

I'll never forget how to get that 3rd warp whistle

My apologies for the lack of photographs, like you really really need a new picture of me. They are all on my camera/desktop and will be posted sometime, when I remember.

Memories

  • I miss Zack
  • Cryptic bulletins
  • I'm sooo sweet
  • Playing Mario 3 for hours
  • I Love New York with Devin
  • Sorry 15 y/o Christine
  • Yes Christine November did exist
  • Someone remind me to buy a certain issue of Spin, a life changing issue
  • Stolen Transmission & Island... good luck Ultra Girl
  • Damn that Drinko
  • I should eat more food, clean my room, find my hard drive, kiss more boys, see a doctor and make lists
  • Managers shouldn't burn bridges
  • Random art talks
  • Oh yeah, I hate my job
  • I now have to kiss a boy before 08
  • And I gotta design a new Hint shirt
Places
  • Work
  • Oh I went to Arundel Mills one day last week with Devin
  • Devin's
Faces
  • Devin
Conversations
  • Christine
  • Ebony
  • Mary Anne
December 3, 2007 - Selfless acts start to take a toll when you give so much and never get a simple thank you

Sunday, December 2

Monique is all about college

Sundays are always chill especially at colleges in December. Chill days fit my personality, but you probably don't agree, one day people will get to know monique. There's a picture somewhere around here, but it was raining so picture UMBC rain and me in my starting line hoodie and an awesome t-shirt. Oh I forgot yesterday, Happy Birthday Andelicious!! Sorry Jack, didn't mean to make ya feel bad, you don't know any better...

Memories

  • Fixed my phone
  • Ran into so many people as soon as I walked in
  • Myspacing in the dorm
  • Sara stopped by my house
  • Sara is silly but I love her, glad I had an extra ticket
  • Tour of the school
  • Bridgette dropped her purse
  • Barry and his hidden videos
  • Rain
  • Wait since when does Alex know me?!?
  • Discuss merch with Tim and Pat
  • Talk to Jeff about ATL
  • Thank Jack for Atlantic City
  • Brand New...
  • Wait I can ask bands for things? That's silly!
  • Sad promotion attempts
  • Myspace surveys
  • I'm not in it for fame
  • Fireplaces shouldn't be on all night
  • Sleep Dolly Sleep; if someone takes my band name I'm stabbing them
  • Not feeling so hot
Places
  • UMBC
Faces
  • Tim
  • Jeff
  • Christine
  • Tanya
  • Pat
  • Jack
  • Alex
  • Shelby
  • Sara
  • Caitlin
  • Jesse
  • Matty
  • Barry
  • Bridgette
  • Sarababy
  • Rae
  • Davey Austin
  • Laura
Conversations
  • Devin
  • BPop
December 2, 2007 - Familiar faces can turn a nothing day into a lasting memory

Saturday, December 1

No thanks on that beer pong

Doubtful I took a picture today but I'll look. I was out of commission most of the day and then faked it the rest. I decided that I love meeting new people, but I prefer not being the one new person in the group, I rather it be a big ole mixer full of people who don't know each other.

Memories

  • Throwing up every hour from 8 to 1
  • Sleeping til 1
  • Christine visited me
  • Shopping with my mom
  • Explaining my drunken messages
  • Alexa and others telling me I was drunk
  • Passing out while yelling at Mandy
  • Christine is the new Black
  • Alexa is a pimp
  • I wanna see Farewell
  • I need to kiss an Asian boy
  • 3 hour phone conversations
  • Haircut day!! She was trying to mack kinda
  • Telling everyone I'm not drinking cause I did all my drinking for the month
  • It's snowing, gotta go!
Places
  • Old Navy
  • Mall
  • Mall and places
  • AT&T
  • Bubbles
  • Party
Faces
  • Christine
  • Mom
  • Morgan
  • Devin
  • Laurel
  • Party people
Conversations
  • Alexa
  • Zack
  • No logs
December 1, 2007 - Cause and effect applies to all aspects of life

Friday, November 30

Today was all about me

For the record, yes I know how drunk I was tonight you on the other hand can only speculate. My apologies to those who attempted to talk to me, whoops. No regrets about tonight and I'm glad it happened cause I was about to fly off the handle. Sometimes I need to be put down and set straight, alcohol has a way of putting people on their asses...go figure!

Memories

  • Alexa got my message, woooo tours!
  • I'm Gym Class Heroes (read Christine's blog)
  • Apparently all I do is color in boxes
  • Devin doesn't count
  • Who fucks who harder has commenced
  • Bitter at girlfriends
  • Lame directions and getting lost on Richie Highway
  • I texted the wrong boy
  • Never having sex in a van in MD
  • I'm a hot ass but smell like last weekend
  • Aww Michelle gave me a ride
  • Ugh selfish people
  • Drink after drink; electric lemonade
  • Drunkypants & Sillypants
  • Who discusses that nowadays?
  • "You got an XBox but not games, did you at least get a sampler?" "You need a bundle pack"
  • Ashley at Revel
  • Four to six shots
  • Being a good friend, aka drunken advice (it was still good)
  • "I'm trying to make out with that kid's phone you're on"
  • "Wait I can't walk home, it's far"
  • Sara cracks me up
  • Devin saved my life
  • o1shortyo1 (2:54:26 AM):sucks buts vsllrm ehrm ehrn ou grt up csudr in lonrlu snf frink snf thid sucks Translation: Sucks but call me when you get up cause I'm lonely and drunk and this sucks
Places
  • Work
  • Kisling's
  • Pasadena
  • Fletcher's
  • Devin's
Faces
  • Revel friends
Conversations
  • Christine
  • Mom
  • Kevin
  • Stephani
  • Stephon
  • Mary Anne
  • Ebony
  • Who knows cause I was intoxicated
  • No logs
November 30, 2007 - Youth is wasted on the young, I never want to think that so I intend to live up everyday with a good story. Sometimes that means stupid...

Thursday, November 29

Horses have blinders so they can run their own race

If there is one thing I hate it is injustice on any scale. I can't stand the stupidity people can possess. That could be why I love The Lorax so much, I want to speak up for everyone and finally I'm starting to stick up for myself. Pretty soon it's going to be a new Monique.

Memories

  • Spitalfield and I have a connection
  • My depression quiz was unsure
  • Oh hey, The Maine
  • No resets in life
  • Work trying to get over on me
  • When did we adopt the "Don't tell" policy?
  • Ebony sent me a timesheet
  • Pete Wentz isn't allowed in the house, period
  • M.I.A. sold out, AGAIN!
  • http://www.aim.com/password/routing.adp you're not slick...
  • Christine is a dirty dirty whore, j/k but she's tainted
  • A bad idea with pretty eyes
  • Getting drunk tomorrow
  • Apparently I should get married
  • Started remembering more from Atlantic City...
  • Oh the drama/fun that could happen
  • Michelle wants me to keep on the legacy
  • SLEEPOVER!!!!!!!
Places
  • Work
  • Resting
Faces
  • Not so much
Conversations
  • Rae
  • Julia
  • Ebony
  • Christine
  • Emochelle
  • Mary Anne
  • No logs
November 29, 2007 - Life isn't meant to be restarted or even pause, play it out with the only reassurance that each day is anew and eventually there is a stop

Wednesday, November 28

You know, the usual

Today was a normal average day, not everyday can be a crazy adventure. Lots of thoughts and discussions today and plans for the future. I like that my friends are never satisfied with the status quo. Not sure if there is a picture, I'll have to look. Oh you should check out these bands: The Cool Kids and The Black Kids. No seriously...

Memories

  • I found a new clothing label, just you wait kids!
  • There was a break-in at the office
  • Apparently there's a party next month, after the meeting...
  • I heart Island Records
  • Ugly business cards
  • Designing for bands, they just don't know
  • Ebony is amped for Superbad
  • M.I.A. sold out :(
  • A craving for Ashley Parker Angel
  • The Bail bond truck
  • "Oh he is pretty!"
  • Verizon you are a dumbass
  • Monique doesn't like sideburns, body hair, or thick eyebrows
  • I found out how to dress like Justin Long well a Mac
  • Reason number 58 why I can't get a suit job
  • Drank a dumb amount of egg nog
  • Me & Alexa suck
  • I need a new wedding dress
Places
  • Work
  • Home
Faces
  • Not so much
Conversations
  • Rae
  • Ebony
  • Molly
  • Christine
  • Alexa
  • Mary Anne
  • Sorry no logs still
November 28, 2007 - Sometimes it's all about the little things and the normality of life

Tuesday, November 27

Tuesday.

Today was a normal average day, not everyday can be a crazy adventure. Lots of thoughts and discussions today and plans for the future. I like that my friends are never satisfied with the status quo.

Memories

  • Waking up to Christine saying we have a problem
  • I reinforce that I'm just me all day everyday
  • Squashed the silliness
  • Work being annoying but productive
  • We should go on strike, can 2 people do that?
  • Wikipedia knows what's up
  • I miss Warped Tour and not knowing where I am, come on Bamboozled
  • William Beckett
  • I found a car charger house adapter
  • NBC is bringing back American Gladiators
  • Getting excited about life
  • Someone remind me to get a data cable
  • My mom was salty
  • Michelle wants me to keep up the legacy
  • Tour buses are not a good idea
  • Cracking jokes at dinner
  • Pittsburgh isn't on the way, but they can sleepover anyway
  • Found a replacement for that one boy, and it's perfect because they are friends
  • Explaining to Steph I don't do boys in big bands
  • The run-away cat sleeping under my car
  • Parking lot chats
Places
  • Chili's
Faces
  • Mandy
  • Stephani
Conversations
  • Christine
  • MaryAnne
  • Ebony
  • Devin
  • Still no logs
November 27, 2007 - If your life is making you unhappy do something about it, don't take it upon yourself to attempt to ruin others cause you will only make them stronger and dislike you even more

Monday, November 26

Random talk

Why is it that whenever someone imitates Lassie, Timmy is always stuck in the well? I woke up thinking that. That basically sums up my state of mind for the day.

Memories

  • The Oprah painting at HOB
  • Helping Christine remember her week
  • Being a good friend
  • Not being able to listen to Farewell
  • Help Christine figure out to book
  • "I don't think she likes me as much as she used to." "I don't think you care"
  • My weekend was boyfriend acceptable after all
  • My phone is mega broken
  • "You might be able to make class...depends on Caleb"
  • Ohh I had a crazy dream about Atlantic City; Thank you Dream Christine
  • Who knows my password?
  • Finally called Cingular
  • New myspace friends
  • Hahahahaha Canada used to be on my to do list along with Ohio
  • Date with Devin
Places
  • I forget
Faces
  • Devin
Conversations
  • Christine
  • Zack
  • Mary Anne
  • Chris
  • AT&T
  • Still no logs
November 26, 2007 - Deep thoughts are like a personal trip without the travel time.

Sunday, November 25

Good things come to those who wait

Christine ended up having a ten weekend and as promised here's the story. But before we get to that peep this pic. Christine actually has some cred in this shot, talk about a life-altering weekend. Anyway this was the last photo of the night and it makes me smile because our faces tell the story better than our vocabulary ever could.
Woke up about 90 minutes after falling asleep, I can't move. I really don't want to get out of this bed with fresh sheets, then I realized I wasn't home in my bed and I open my eyes to see Miss Christine and the rest of the HoJo. Oh yeah, last night...

Took it all in and finally opened my mouth. "Hey you...wow!" Christine is doing about 5 steps up from super-duper and that makes me finally awake and aware. Pack up, watch some MTV check things online and make moves.

Hiking to the bus we watch the sunrise, this city is so surreal. Makes me want to move to downtown Baltimore just to see big buildings in an orange haze every morning. The line is ridiculous and it seems like everyone is trying to get back to Maryland. Cops are walking around poking sleeping passengers and people in front of us are asking more questions than necessary. I decide if the Baltimore bus is full we're going straight to Philly and hopefully there's room in Alexa's car to take us home. Doesn't come to that because the bus ended up being pretty empty.

Sat with Christine, sorted out my belongings, called my mom and asked if she could pick me up in a couple hours. All was good, the more distant that gorgeous skyline got the more my eyes slanted. Woke up and was in Delaware and then my house and then home.

Dad picks us up and I drop off Christine get breakfast and tell my mom about the trip, but not really. Decided I should take a nap or something since I was still tired from Friday and Saturday just added to it. Ended up talking to Christine til about 11:30 figuring out the agenda for the day. Tried to contact Mandy and Alexa but Verizon was on that digital.

Wake up at 1, drive to the movies to pick up Christine and end up sleeping in the car for about another half hour. I was beat street. It was a restless sleep cause I kept thinking crazed shoppers were gonna kill me. She wakes me up, hops in the car and we go shopping for Birthday presents.

We looked in like every store that sold a hat, but of course the best ones at the best price were in that one store all the way in the freakin corner, Finishline. Christine gets two hats, after I call Devin to make sure the size was right. Devin and Delicious have the same kind of hair and head shape and I remembered both their hats fit the same on my head. Yeah I'm observant. Anyway I got D a t-shirt from Hot Topic, I know right, but it was perfect. It says "Do Work Son".

Leave the mall and stop BW to see Devin, I miss that kid. He tries on the hats and says I suck at hiding his Christmas presents. Chat with Mark for a minute to rid some of that stress I usually get from being asked the same question multiple times... Head out after finding out more info about that silly Recher show. Go to Target and get the best card ever and some munchies and a pack of sharpies. That was all for those Chicago boys, who else.

Dropped of Christine went home to eat, then picked her back up. Christine writes her blog in the car and I have a dance party with the Ohhhhhh playlist. For the record, practically every song I heard last night was played in that hour ride. Traffic is beyond silly, I guess people really do travel over the holidays. Almost get in an accident but fortunately I can drive, dance, sing, text, and pay attention all at the same time. Swerve out the way, didn't even lay on the horn just told Christine to keep writing cause I got this under control.

Roll up to my parking lot, my homeboy is there and since I'm platinum I get my usual spot and some directions to a gas station. Chat with the attendant for a moment and walk through the masses of kids in line. I miss the casino afterall. Head up to the will call window, just kidding we're going in sketchily. Slide around back and Dwain is waiting for us.

Talk to Ian, Allie, and Nicki for a bit then head out to actual show area to see our friends. Mandy and Alexa and squished up against the barricade and we talk for a minute then I go to find Delicious. He was super happy to see us. Like big eyed, wide smile happy. We tell him we have gifts and talk while the line subsides.

Andrew shows us his melting icecream cake and I ask why didn't the gift givers provide a cooler and spoon. He doesn't know but needs a spoon. Yells over to the doorguy "GET ME A SPPOOOOOOOOON!" response, "WE AIN'T GOT NO DAMN SPOONS!" D laughs. He keep saying it cause it's hilarious and that's how he is. Christine goes in search of a spoon and Delicious tells me all about the people tonight.

Xtine is back, no spoon and more cake is melting. Offered to go to the van and get his spoon but he says no worries. Finally give gifts, first is the card. Ellen of course and he sets it up all nice next to the tip jar. Then is his hats from Christine. "THAT'S MY SIZE, OH SHIT!" I know my boy. He throws one on and then I give him his shirt. All kinds of indiscernible noises are made. He pulls the shirt on and me and Christine start taking off all the tags because it's apparent that's the new outfit for the night. Delicious is beyond ecstatic and appreciative.

Valencia is on stage doing their thing, hang with D, finally dance to "The Space Between" and then head over to Alexa and Mandy to watch theAUDITION. Only can stay up there for a song because those kids are ridiculous. I notice that Danny does that dance I showed him last night perfectly. You know the one he said he couldn't do... about that.

Run into BQ & Peter on the way to seeing The Audition. Wave to them while they sign autographs and chat with Alexa & Mandy. We're dancing to All Time Low and talking to each other. Danny comes by to say hi and gets swarmed. Then I hear "Thank you." I ask Christine who she was thanking and why. Apparently Danny gave us a huge complement on our dancing to the fans asking for autographs. Thanks!!

Christine leaves to go backstage during BLG. I decide to stay in and watch with D/Mandy/Alexa. Ended up talking to Mandy about life and things, "Thunder" is her wedding song. Alexa is off the chain bouncing off the walls. I text Christine to get updates as does she. Some creepy ass girl comes up to me and complements my Starting Line hoodie; it's so badass. She just kinda lingers and then take my picture. ISSUE!

Christine comes back and we all dance like an idiot to "The Great Escape". Time to leave, we have 50 minutes to say goodbyes and get on the highway. I was all about getting home by 1 so I didn't have to go to UMBC. Talk to D for a good 15 minutes. Run into Joe who tells me about his dance moves and I said I saw a big difference overnight. Joe wants Andrew's shirt and I said good luck with that and walk over to Danny. I call him out on using my dance moves after he said he couldn't. He agrees, talks to some fans. We make plans for their Baltimore show whenever that'll be, he thinks Feb/Mar. Apparently we are doing a lot of dances and going to some club. Say bye to Jack and his fan club try to go out the back door which is lock. As is every other outside door but one. I honestly think that's against firecode. Walking out I hear Delicious say "Drive safe. You guys don't even know, those are my girls right there!"

Security outside is dumb and we have to explain that we aren't trying to kidnap Alex and was simply saying bye while walking by. And that we are with Seth so they need to leave us alone. Say goodbyes and thank yous for an amazing weekend. Walk with Alexa and Mandy to the corner tell them bye and head to the car.

The ride home is smooth, only yawned once or twice. Got Christine to her door at exactly 1am. Whew! Get home and text D for a bit and then get online to tell Christine about how I'm going to the Bamboozled to party with Forever the Sickest Kids and see Scary Kids and I am the Avalanche. Someone remind me to buy 2 2-day tickets. Finally go to bed in hopes of getting 5 hours of sleep.


Memories

  • I NEED A SPOOOOOOON
  • Telling Alexa I don't know ATL
  • Taking pictures
  • Being able to add Choreographer to my list of occupations
  • Napping in the car
  • Making it home by 1
  • Christine's second 10
Places
  • Bus Terminal
  • McDonald's
  • Christine's House
  • The Mall
  • Buffalo Wild Wings
  • Target
  • Electric Factory
Faces
  • Parents
  • Christine
  • Alexa
  • Mandy
  • Devin
  • Laurel
  • Stephon
  • Mark
  • Danny
  • Tourzilla & Company
Conversations
  • Still no logs
November 25, 2007 - Playing the cards that are dealt could mean people lose you never intended to play against

Saturday, November 24

You've changed Ashley Simpson; you've changed

In honor of Christine having a ten day I will write this blog entry like her aka story-form. And for the record any day she deems a ten will be written as a story unless she adopts a new method of writing, regardless of if I'm with her or if we even like each other...

Woke up later than planned and had to rush around to pack. I know I know should have been done already but as we already established, I'm not the best of planners. Decided to just go buy an outfit for Sunday and pajamas because time was running out. Also ended up getting some snacks and what not.

Pick up Christine, get dropped off by Dad and head to A&W for food. Who knew it took 10 minutes to get shrimp poppers? Too bad my mom yells at me via telephone and scares me about getting sick from eating from there...I was legit hungry too. Decided we should get in line only to realize that line was for NYC and that our bus was boarding...oops. Have some issues with luggage and then was finally ready to ride.

Christine passed out instantaneously, I read my awesome book she gave me. Chatted with the lady next to me, Christine and I ended up sitting catty-corner, and finally fell asleep somewhere after the bridge but before the AC Expressway. Woke up to see one of my favorite cities. Feelings of excitement and happiness and joy flooded my body so I woke up Christine so she could look too!

Get off at the bus station and got directions from the cell then started to hike down the Monopoly streets. We were going down in retail... Find Howard Johnson and Christine reads the sign that says "I go HoJo", that becomes the new phrase of the day. Geoff Blake calls to see if I'm going to Recher, I remind him he sent me on a mission and suggest someone to take my spot. Head to the room, change clothes, watch Spiderman, I get info about what's going on in MD, Christine tries to get some info via Internet. Wi-Fi doesn't work when you're on the balcony side of a hotel...

Take a little walk down the street, the lights are finally shining and I'm all kinds of giddy. Kids really should wear jackets when its windy and they're on the water. Enter Showboat and I'm home! I feel so young compared to the people in the casino, that feeling goes away when I notice the homemade BLG shirts and 30 teenagers walking by. Jersey girls have big hair. I avoid temptation to gamble away my paycheck and we get food.

Valencia is on stage, but we don't watch the TV; instead, Christine calls Alex to come get his gift and I realized I could've gave him my camera to bring inside for me. Guess tonight will have to go photo less. Those boys are finally starting to remember me, oh yeah I saw them every month since July.

Get inside, figure out which table is who's and then I see DELICIOUS chillin on the end. Wait for some girls to buy a hoodie or whatever Valencia thing they wanted and make faces at D til his eye focuses and he sees that its, well me. His happiness was reason enough to come; technically that was the reason but whatever. He's all "I was having a bad day, so happy to see you" and that makes me and Christine glad we didn't call beforehand. So we let him do his job, kids go away and I tell him I have a message from Dan. He says "where's the phone?" Andelicious knows how I roll. Reads his message and proceeds to show it to the other merchies. Christine gives him magazines with his friends and tells him the message or lack there of from Danny.

Leave to go dance to theAudition cause they are one of the selling portions of this tour for me. Go back meet Yvonne, she starts telling us her life story; but it's cool cause I get sucked into the lives of people and also good stories. Wanted to fight some people during All Time Low. Also realized that I enjoy their introductions and breakdowns; there's hope for them afterall. Andelicious laughs at our craziness/dancing.

D is salty and we all half watch Boys Like Girls. "Buy you a Drank" is still the highlight of their set. And the whole no one is playing but I hear a guitar is still an issue. Also found out that there's a new band that ruins everything... Not cool bro.

Show is over and we're chatting slash selling to the stragglers and then I get hit with a fucking barricade. No legit the security guard picked up the barricade and started pushing people out the door with it, too bad I was standing where he started and Valencia/Audition were doing autographs so I couldn't move despite the pushes. I explain that I'm with the band and it's a whole new story...

Christine is laughing histerically and Andrew is smiling and I'm feeling all left out cause I was chatting with Tim and Ryan. Christine fills me in on the "dumbest question Delicious has ever heard". It's a good one. Then I start laughing profusely and fill in Timmy. Who then starts laughing. By this point, homegirl is gone the salt is diluted and we all have smiles, but still no sharpies. Just kidding Christine has "a 12 pack" in her purse.

Oh and then I saw Alex walk out one door and in another and back out. I thought I was going crazy. Dumb shit happens and then its time to go, finally pack up Valencia's stuff; even a few items that would've otherwise been forgotten. Suddenly everyone is rockin a sold out hoodie. Things get a little better when we find out we have an hour to play. In tour lingo 1 hour is at least 2.5.

Head to the van to pack up things and what not. Start chatting with D about life and the past month, Christine ran off with Alex. We notice the pack of kids, hi Alyson!!, and Delicious is like "oh do you think he's gonna play acoustic tonight? Watch this!!" Next thing I know he's running over and go figure Andelish has fans. He's the merchie I wanna be when I grow up. This one girl had a baby doll that everyone had signed and it looks sooooo sadistic, I had to walk away from that poor poor baby. See Jack and he remembered me, which never happens, and he's shocked to see us so far from home. Christine explains the D invite in October, I ask why didn't he know already since Christine gave treats. Apparently Alex didn't say who they were from...

Alex plays some old ATL song that everyone seems to think they know the words to Alex included and then I hear 11:11 wish coming true. Andrew says "let's eat!" Meet Brynn and Danielle and Danielle, don't think they like us much, whatevs foodio time. Go to the back back kitchen after getting lost for a second and first walking by The Foundation Room.

Buffet is the shit actually no correction Andelicious is the shit cause he takes care of us. Sitting by the door is and issue so Christine and I move along with Andrew. The other three stay, where D proceeds to crack jokes and make faces and call names and eventually cell them. They don't move. Start talking about past times, also 90s music, birthdays and whatever else you discuss with an old friend over dinner. =)

Next stop Foundation Room; just kidding the hallway. Talk with Maxim then meet with JD, Ian, Allie and Nicki. Me and Allie have the same phone, she's had some issues with hers. Suddenly my screen stops working. Get a text from Devin filling me in on Baltimore. Wow Recher... Oh amazing lounge/karaoke is being played. D goes off to find ATL, Matt shows up so we call D. No answer but things get taken care of anyway. I'm instructed to enter the room to let everyone know how it is. I go inside and the decor is Indian. Like I went to a temple India, Indian. Like there are beds everywhere and everything is dark wood and I see an elephant with many arms Indian. R Kelly video, Indian. Everyone kinda just looks at me, so I look back. Not a good song is playing so I come back out and explain.

Then its time to go back in, better music is playing this go around. I guess the DJ was taking a break and I start doing me, aka dancing and singing with Christine. Next thing I know Danny, Joe, and Delicious join in. Danny says we're moving and pulls me to the legit dance floor, everyone else comes with and it's time to break it down. Good times all I can say. Christine calls me and puts both hands in the air. I realized it was 10 fingers and she was saying today was a ten. I'm happy for her and smile back then proceed to dance the only way I can. Danny says something about Chicago and I'm like oh it's the same way in Baltimore. "OH SHIT! You're from Baltimore?! What's the dance you do?" For the record, never gotten that reaction before so I'm taken aback. Next thing I know I'm teaching cats how to crunk and the C walk. Danny and Joe ask for some dance tips for the show. But apparently all my dances won't do...

Delicious pops up and is talking about us to everyone. Then says he would hook us up but his boys are from Philly but we should ask theAudition. Christine comes over to us and asks Danny. He's all unsure about the list then remembers something says there's room and that one of us needs to tell Dwain our name plus one. One of us meant Christine. I said make sure Alexa and Mandy are on there cause I can't be taking people's spots. Take a sip of Joe's "The Drank", def need to get one of those. Back to dancing, no idea what's going on in the rest of this room cause I'm all about cutting a rug and breaking a sweat. Speaking of sweat....wow.

Then Christine pops back up and asks me to get her water. I'm super confused. She breaks it down and it all comes back to me. I attempt to get that drink I was supposed to have gotten 10 minutes prior. Bar is closed but I get water. All the lights get turned on but no one budges to leave. I run into Bryan who proceeds to introduce himself to me and I explain how we hung out in October, no of 07, yes on the Tourzilla tour.

The bartender/staff tell us to "Vamos" which reminds me and Joe simultaneously of "Bailamosssssss" we proceed to sing that song in some made up Spanish. No one pays us any mind. Then it's time to dip. Alex leads the way and we go back to the venue. It's a private show so we can't get in. No need for shanks bro... We are told to leave. No idea where we're going, I'm kinda just following the people I came with. Oh we're sneaking into the show? Really? No....oh, oh shit yeah we are.

I walk in and see 1000 Asian people watching this band? They preformed a song or two but there was talking in between, I don't know if it was back story or jokes or a magic show. No I'm being serious. I told Dwain I needed subtitles on the monitors. Christine was in awe by the number of minorities were in this one room. I tell Danny to take notes cause homeboy has some moves on stage. He laughs and we all sway back to forth during the slow song. Everyone kinda just looks and let us be. Security even comes by and I'm thinking we're getting thrown out, no they just don't want us to lean on a thing. Dwain says it's time to go, he's manager so we listen.

Walking back to the buses and everyone decides to start yelling and running and sliding down the longest railings I've seen. Dwain asks about other things we do. Xtine and I both say no. He thinks she's too young and I'm too good, quickly fix that cause we are neither for anything. Outside singing with Joe and I hear Christine say she's never kissed a black boy. HOLD THE PHONE! What?!?!?! Christine that is an issue, work on that, like yesterday. Danny starts singing and I start dancing then he stops but I don't; somehow that amuses him. I remembered he doesn't know any better.

DELICIOUS! He pops up to see what's popping. Nothing much. Some member of the BLG crew offered Joe his bunk to go with that backpack full of condoms. I drop my mouth in disbelief because that is a dumb figure. Christine says "I don't think I have that kind of time" Haha no. Hop on All Time Low's bus to say goodnight and cya in Philly. Delicious is gone before we say bye and it's time for more food.

Get ice cream while the boys load up like I would if I had been on tour for months. Talk to Dwain about his chances with Christine. It get interrupted like 3 times cause everyone wants to know what he's eating. It was a rope soft pretzel that wasn't so soft. Cleaning lady yells at me well says "Helllooooo" cause I left my plate on the counter. I left it to get a drink... Time to get out of here.

Get lost and finally make our way back to the van. Christine had to pull the mom card on Joe. Hop on the van, apparently I'm in Tim's spot so he decides to claim it. Then not so much when he realizes the whole seat is gonna be empty. More silly drama occurs and I end up telling the band minus Danny and Dwain what city they are sleeping in. Too bad I don't know the hotel name. Tim asks where are we going to sleep I said at HoJo. Then clarified that HoJo is Howard Johnson. That makes sense. Lady that works at Showboat comes out to give us a hard time so that it looks like she did her job. I liked her. Finally we leave.

Mike tells us about this video he's shooting soon, sounds exciting. Heading on the wrong way on the street, my bad, end up at the boardwalk and have to flip a bitch. No one trusts my directional skills anymore but I got this. Start talking nonsense in the cab. Drive past Carolina avenue, and I start "North CAROLINAAAAAAAAAA" Joe says "Raise up, take your shirt off" Christine "twist it around you head" Tim finishes "Spin it like a helicopter". Best part none of us are next to each other, well me and Christine but not really. We stop to figure out why did we do that, then I remembered we drove past Carolina Avenue. "North CAROLINAAAAAAAAAA" Joe says "Raise up, take your shirt off" Christine "twist it around you head" Tim finishes "Spin it like a helicopter". Seriously. Get dropped off 2 blocks down which is way closer than the 8 we had to walk, boys drive by after turning around and honk.

Get inside, realize we need a whole new gameplan cause getting home at 330 won't fly. Set the alarm for 5, it's currently 3. Pass out at 330 after watching A Shot at Love and discussing the 4 hours of ridiculousness that we just encountered. Too bad my phone sucks more and more as did the internet.

Memories

  • Making D's night
  • Seeing Atlantic City
  • Not gambling...
  • Dancing
  • Hearing more hip hop then pop punk/rock
  • Free food
  • Meeting new people
  • Chinese *Nsync
  • Joe's shank
  • the buffer with the guy 4 feet away
  • watching the corners for people following
  • my phone being dumb
  • Devin being on the same level 150 miles away
  • Finding out more about Andrew
  • Singing
  • We already learned weeks ago from Danny; you don't name drop that band or that tour
  • Christine's first 10
Places
  • Old Navy
  • Giant
  • Target
  • Bus Terminal
  • ATLANTIC CITY
  • HoJo
  • Showboat/House of Blues
  • Nathan's
  • House of Blues Venue
  • The Foundation Room
Faces
  • Dad
  • Christine
  • Tourzilla & Company
Conversations
  • Zack
  • Devin
  • Mom
  • Geoff
  • Still no logs
November 24, 2007 - Things are better when everyone is on the same vibe

Friday, November 23

Oh damn, those are my friends...

Black Friday is my day everyone knows this. I don't know what it is about stores opening at 5am and DVDs for $2 but I get more excited every year. Didn't take any pictures but if you can imagine me diving in a cardboard box that's 4 feet high and 2 feet wide and DVDs flying left and right. LOVE IT!


Memories

  • Explaining to Christine how my relationship fights will go
  • Sleeping for about 2 hours
  • Black Friday line @ Best Buy (people waited for 12+ hours)
  • Buying a million DVDs
  • "I will tackle your ass like Ray Lewis" (I love Target on Black Friday)
  • THIS WOMEN HIT ME WITH HER BIKE in a CART a freakin cart!
  • Diving in bins at Circuit City
  • Waiting in line...
  • Visiting Christine at the mall while talking to Bank of America guy
  • Finally found a soft colored shirt
  • Took a nap
  • Meet Matt & Mike
  • Watching Man Vs. Wild with The Almost; that show is ridic
  • I bet Christine a dollar to do something, it was worth the buck
  • "The line is back there!"
  • Discussing shirt designs and quality with TSL merch guy
  • Sarababy & Bridgette post-happy hour....wow
  • Annoying people around us with our dancing/singing
  • Paramore's crowd was ridic def not the same band I stumbled upon at Recher
  • Christine's stuff isn't where it belongs and neither is the bus
Places
  • Best Buy
  • Target
  • K Mart
  • Circuit City
  • Mall
  • Old Navy
  • Green Room
  • McDonald's
  • Ram's Head
Faces
  • Mom
  • Dad
  • Christina
  • Christine
  • Ebony
  • Sarababy
  • Bridgette
  • Emochelle
  • Rhi
  • V
Conversations
  • Zack
  • Devin
  • Sandy
  • Still no logs
November 23, 2007 - after a while I expect people to be the person they've always been, whomever that may be

Thursday, November 22

1 Day til Black Friday

There was tons of pictures taken today, always is when the cousins are around. I'll dig through my mom's camera and find one of me with the wee ones.


Memories

  • Happy Thanksgiving!
  • Christine saying I can't ever be legit sad
  • Singstar for many hours with the little 4
  • Where's the party tub?
  • Running around with Lauren
  • Family gameplan for Black Friday
  • Starting the hunt for a Wii
  • Watching the parade
  • Helping with dinner
  • Gameshows =)
  • Smiling
Places
  • Home
  • Market
Faces
  • Family
Conversations
  • Happy Thanksgivings
  • Zack
  • Christine
  • Ebony
  • Rae
  • Sara
November 22, 2007 - Looking at the people that share some DNA bonds with you is many times better than looking in the mirror

Wednesday, November 21

Easier than last year

You probably don't know this but one year ago my grandmother passed away. It was expected, but still hurt. Today I realized that I've accepted it and am absolutely fine with it. When I die, I want everyone who loves me to feel the same as I do now. One thing she always said about me is that she knows if I wasn't visiting her I was "out in the land of the living". That's been my philosophy and way of living. Let's face it we learn from those that have traveled the path many times before, and I learned that memories make for great stories and stories have a way of lingering not only in yourself but others.


Memories

  • Work from home but having to make a stop to the office
  • My computer hated me for a solid hour
  • Jamie's dog at my desk
  • My half day turning into 12 hours
  • "I feel like those kids that sit outside on the porch all day cause their dad said they were gonna come by and visit and take them to the park to play baseball, and then the sky turns black and you realize dad's not coming. Maybe next time...next time, same thing. Yeah that's my job!"
  • We The Kings is so hot right now
  • Britney Spears has some hot tracks
  • Black Friday mental prep
  • Working from 8 til 8
  • I like emo artsy indie boys with nice clothes
  • Falling trying to get groceries
  • Complaining all day
Places
  • My room
  • Kitchen
Faces
  • Mom
  • Dad
Conversations
  • Christine
  • Ebony
  • Zack
  • Still no logs
November 21, 2007 - people sometimes get caught up in their own worlds to stop and appreciate others, be sure to always appreciate yourself

Tuesday, November 20

What's up 7pm...

I should have taken a picture while I sat in my car for 3 hours. Posted a myspace bulletin while driving, got yelled at but explained I was doing 1mph... For the record, soft colored shirts are hard to find.


Memories

  • Being ignored at work for hours
  • IT TOOK ME 3 HOURS TO GET HOME!
  • Window shopping for sparkles
  • "Come be lame with me"
  • Little Kenny where is your shirt?
  • Traffic bulletin
  • FTSK are the funniest random kids ever
  • " He doesn't look homeless anymore, but I liked him better blonde."
  • Express mannequin is very pretty
  • I want some peach rings
  • LA, Seriously?!?!?!?!?
  • Spending hours trying to find my friend on myspace
  • Farewell
  • Getting the urge to travel north and see bands I saw weeks ago
  • Why is it when I search for pictures of Kenny I get Aaron?
  • I like emo artsy indie boys - JP
  • 10 things to do before you die
  • Wait isn't your singer a redhead?
  • "its like i was gonna sleep with you but then i found out your a whore but then i remembered you're still a prize on my list"
  • Next time you're in town we will...play tennis?
  • Sometimes I'm mean
  • Who is Eric?
  • 6 degrees of separation added to the to do list
  • "I feel like if we were on MTV, Self Against City would be playing in the background right now"
  • Friend & career goals
  • umm 3 hour car ride from Canton to White Marsh
Places
  • Mall
  • McDonald's
Faces
  • Stephani
  • Steve & Adam
Conversations
  • Molly
  • Mary Anne
  • Christine
  • Rae
  • Sarah
  • Devin
  • Zack
  • Sarababy
November 20, 2007 - when you don't have any choice you make the best of out the situation, occasionally it ends up being the best time ever

Monday, November 19

I'm not a planner

Today was quite calming, sometimes it's good to just be. I'm 80% sure I took a picture but can't even remember. It was probably me driving home or laying around, something chill just like the day.


Memories

  • Work sucked
  • Looked up bus & hotel info
  • Christine's MONIQUE bulletin
  • Discussion of the Grind boys
  • Xtine birthday planning
  • Planning other people's day off
  • Cambridge is 7 hours away
  • "Top of my list is to be the best monique i can be"
  • upcoming skate movie list
  • Bam v. Facebook
  • Changed my wee
  • Vitamin water
  • Rob Dobi is my idol
  • New fashion ideas
Places
  • Work
  • Home
Faces
  • Not so much
Conversations
  • Mary Anne
  • Christine
  • still missing logs
November 19, 2007 - doing nothing can be everything

Sunday, November 18

What is the car for?


Today was pretty chill, nothing major or exciting until the show. I can't really remember anything prior to 6pm.









Memories

  • Taking a nice little nap
  • I turned down $50
  • Scary Kids & Chiodos
  • Emery's back drop art?
  • Recalling tattoos or lack there of
  • Alexa's silly guestlist, photo pass issues
  • Explaining to Devin why I couldn't be a lesbian
  • Forever the Sickest Kids never sounded so true
  • Trying to make sense out of girl logic
  • Alexa being Alexa
  • Stupid girls at the show wishing they weren't so old but acting 14
    • For the record: When I go to a show I enjoy myself by any means necessary, if you have a problem with people dancing to music...get over yourself
Places
  • Ram's Head
  • Mall
  • Devin's
  • BJ's
Faces
  • Alexa
  • Devin
  • Bridgette
Conversations
  • Ebony
  • Christine
  • Stephani
November 18, 2007 - everything will work itself out don't let life slip by trying to even out the past

Saturday, November 17

Hi friends, miss me???


Today was the most normal day since Tuesday. I realized just how much I'm never home and how much of my life is planned. No drugs, no alcohol just me! This picture makes tonight seem way more fun than it was but then again, if you're an inhabitant of Lametown, USA then this picture is a freakin ball!



Memories

  • Test drove the Fit; I like it
  • Playing video games in the AM
  • Went shopping at East Point Mall and got new shoes
  • Hung out with Devin
  • Steph stopped by
  • Party at Uber's
  • Helped Christine buy shoes
  • My shirt came in the mail!
  • Hugged GB like no other
  • Whoops this is Nissan, let's go shopping!
  • Made business plans with Timmy Tim
  • Saw a lot of my friends I missed
  • Jeff Hurn cracks me up; when we actually do talk
  • Mandy is a shopaholic but I love her
  • "What's the difference between the 07 & 08?" "The sticker..."
  • Sara gotta new car
  • Ohhh went to Panera for the first time maybe second
  • Learned some clean jokes about marriage
  • Taking a walk with Steph
  • Discussing Vicky Secret with Justin
  • Devin cracks me up
  • Watching videos with the twin
  • Telling Christine I saw a boy
  • Laughing at the awkward situations setup all night
  • Showing pictures from Tuesday to Tim
  • Discussing steps to get the job I want
  • Hugged Christine; we don't do that often
  • Taking pictures with Steph
  • Later realizing I like the boys clothes and not him
  • Getting a ride across the street from Justin cause I didn't trust anyone in the top friends
Places
  • Panera
  • Mall
  • Pat's
  • Nottingham Square
  • Eastpoint
  • Towson (drive through)
  • Honda
Faces
  • People at Pat's
  • Devin
  • Stephani
  • Tim & Jeff & Geoff & Tanya
  • Justin & Bagel
  • Christine
Conversations
  • Ebony
  • Allie
November 17, 2007 - why is sitting around watching TV more fun at someone else's house?

Friday, November 16

Eh


I wish I went somewhere, but I guess it was for the best. For the record why didn't someone remind me to blog while I was epically bored all week???





Memories

  • Working from home during the day
  • Watching TV
  • Wishing I was at the show or Revel
  • Trying to find a ride...
  • Napping
  • My own The Amazing Race Marathon
  • Running out of things to keep me occupied
  • Playing some video games
  • Reassuring Christine
Places
  • Basement
  • Bedroom
  • Kitchen
Faces
  • Work
Conversations
  • Ebony
  • Kavin
  • Molly
  • Jason
  • Christine
  • Devin
November 16, 2007 - no one likes to be forgotten

Thursday, November 15

I can't take more of this

Only been 1 day and I started to have cabin fever. No idea where today's picture is but imagine me on vicodin in my basement. There ya go!


Memories

  • Work blowing up my spot
  • Mom taking me to get pudding
  • Stephani bringing me blue Jello (like the legit make at home package)
  • Trying to make Jello...
  • Mom buying me knock off Jello instead
  • Another Blockbuster Trip
  • Rethinking life watching The Pursuit of Happyness
  • Watching an insane amount of TV
  • I got a new scarf, headband and glove set
  • Buying new video games
  • Sleeping the day away
  • Eating a chicken quesadilla, but not really
Places
  • Blockbuster
  • Amish store
  • Basement
Faces
  • Mom
  • Stephani
  • Dad
  • Allie
Conversations
  • Ebony
  • Christine
  • Devin
  • Joe
  • Bridgette
  • Jamal
  • Rhi
  • Jason
November 15, 2007 - why is it that no one ever wants to hit pause and regroup? at least that way if you forget 5 minutes later it will play by itself

Wednesday, November 14

There's a first time for everything

This picture needs no explanation but I'll give one. Devin visited me after work and took me to get some non-soup foods I could eat for the next couple of days. I had taken about 3 pills by this point and Devin was put in charge of my wellbeing. Next thing I know I'm sippin eggnog out of stolen cups in the Wal-Mart parking lot.




Memories

  • Got my wisdom teeth pulled
  • Tried to explain to my dad how I couldn't feel my face
  • Slapping myself while the dentist wasn't looking
  • 8 needles...
  • Going to the supermarket feeling a hot mess
  • Lots of friends calling/texting
  • Caught up on some TV and rest
  • Devin being dumbfounded at my recovery speed
  • Made friends with the sofa
  • My dad taking care of me...kinda
  • I got new glasses!!!
  • Watching movies & TV with Devin
  • The above picture
Places
  • Dental Surgeon
  • Basement
  • Walmart
  • Food Lion
  • Super Fresh
  • Dr. Vision Works
  • Blockbuster
Faces
  • Dental Office
  • Parents
  • Devin
Conversations
  • Ebony
  • Christine
  • Alexa
  • Stephani
  • Bridgette
  • Brittany
  • Becca
November 14, 2007 - even when you're not thinking about it, it still comes up in conversation

Tuesday, November 13

Surprises and happiness

Days like today remind me that there's more to me than work or shows or nice clothes. I know deep down I know this but if that's all you ever hear you forget those aspects exist. My legit friends know the deal.


Memories

  • MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK!!!!!
  • Left work early :)
  • Took care of medical-ish
  • Hanging out with Miss Sin (we rarely do that)
  • MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK!!!!!
  • Dancing around with Sarababy & Bridgette; sorry I yelled at you I like that song
  • Tried to get rid of extra tickets
  • Met Metro Station...again
  • Leaving Sara to hand out stuff alone; sorry I had to be home by midnight to eat
  • Finding food before midnight
  • WTK with Mandy
  • Meeting Mandy's Momma (look xtine alliteration)
  • MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK!!!!!!
  • Getting the spot @ Ram's Head
  • Mandy taking amazing pictures
  • Hearing those 2/3 songs I like
  • Mae killing my excitement as only they can
  • Almost freaking out when I saw Beth
  • My badass hoodie
  • and duh... MOTION CITY SOUNDTRACK!!!!!!
Places
  • Ram's Head
  • Mandy's House
  • UMBC
  • Mall
  • Best Buy
  • Couple Doctor's (no worries I'm healthy)
  • McDonald's
Faces
  • Brittany & Taylor
  • Sarababy
  • Bridgette
  • Mandy
  • Christine
Conversations
  • Ebony
  • Mary Anne
  • Work
  • Steve
November 13, 2007 - everything will work itself out don't let life slip by trying to even out the past

Monday, November 12

Tomorrow promises a better today

Crying really doesn't help anything except expression so maybe it helps most. What do you do when everything you worked so hard to obtain is the thing you want to delete from your life? It's not that easy to give up, because after all it is your dream.


Memories

  • Salty at work leads to being antisocial
  • Mary Anne sent a badass email of ad ideas
  • Remind me I want a cheesesteak sub
  • Work gets worst with every hour good thing tomorrow is the last day of the week
  • Question the legality of my workplace
  • Devin Emery is my savior
  • Help Christine with Birthday plans
  • Decided not to go to Fletcher's
  • The Photo Atlas canceled so no Ottobar
  • Rented a movie and hung out with my favorite couple
  • Poor Devin worked til 730
Places
  • Work
  • Home
  • Chipolte
  • Blockbuster
  • Ashley & GB's
Faces
  • Work
  • Ashley
  • Geoff
Conversations
  • Ebony
  • Mary Anne
  • Christine
  • Devin
  • Sorry if I forgot you, no txt

November 12, 2007 - surround yourself with people who genuinely have your well-being in mind, cause one day when you need them most they will already be there taking care of problems they had no idea existed

Sunday, November 11

So this is what it's like

I forget what it's like to be like everyone else. I don't really mind but I'd rather stand out whenever possible. Today I remembered who I was and that I need to work to be who I want to be just a bit more. No idea where this picture is; maybe I forgot...


Memories

  • Good morning Christine...
  • Oh yeah Steph slept over; hey
  • Went to IHOP and our waitress was not so nice
  • Stopped at the mall for a sec and then Best Buy or Target
  • My mom complaining about my ways
  • Ate some food; I rarely sit down for meals anymore
  • Sarababy is late cause she got lost; lol
  • Christine sleeps in the backseat and me and Ebony jam out with the Zune
  • Useless police officers
  • Get to the show during Cute; I can't take a whole set
  • Dave Melillo is adorable
  • Scary fans; long lines; annoying people
  • I want a hoodie that has panda ears
  • Tyga does my song and makes me amped for the show
  • PWTs were good but I remembered why I don't listen to them often
  • GCH amazing as always...Travis and his message to the parents
  • I'm all ready to go home til I remember wait this show was crazy expensive there's a headliner....oh what's up Fall Out Boy
  • Pyro makes Christine rethink her love of confetti
  • Peter's broken ankle/foot reminds me how much FOB relies on showmanship
  • Waiting for Sara to pass out stuff; parking lot drama
  • Ebony is super tired and I keep her company
  • I hate my job, sometimes and stupid emails don't help
Places
  • IHop
  • White Marsh
  • Patriot Center
  • UMBC
Faces
  • Ebony
  • Sarababy
  • Corinne
  • Christine
  • Bridgette & friend
  • Stephani
Conversations
  • I don't have my text messages or phone log anymore...sorry
November 11, 2007 - one day I'm going to wake up a changed woman and sadly so will the rest of the world

Saturday, November 10

Vicodin clears your head


Didn't take a new picture with Danny. Somewhere there are some party pics, remind me and I'll upload something another time. In the meantime you can look at this one but imagine it a month and 8 days later...oh minus Stephani against a brick wall instead of an alley; yeah we take sketchy pictures but boys in bands are equally sketch.



Memories

  • I should really manage time better
  • Happy Birthday Sara, she picks up my green tub and I leave for Philly
  • I get a text message from Work....effffff that noise
  • Pick up Christine and see a tour bus in the hotel parking lot; whatevs
  • Almost pee my pants cause the closest bathroom was bloody and had to walk another block to the "mall"
  • Sketchy Philly residents and then Chinatown. Sorry Gabe a week too late...
  • Couple issues crossing the street
  • Falling down the steps and having the whole venue see
  • Chatting to Trevor about Delicious and how to join a tour
  • WTK offically hates the review but loves the article
  • Give Travis tips for the next album, surprisingly he agrees
  • Confetti and Madina Lake going balls to the wall all set
  • Derek looking not so happy but happy that me and Christine danced
  • Discussion of naps
  • Dancing with our FL boys
  • Learning about Drew
  • I like choices
  • Those effin cookies
  • Explaining to merch boy about their false advertising
  • Hiking around the most unique block I've ever seen; and the creepiest alley you wouldn't pay me to enter alone
  • Meeting that one girl we see a lot
  • Appropriate shit talking
  • Almost getting hit by the entrance door
  • Random bathroom graphics
  • Bagging on Christine's fashion choices
  • Alexa called me!!! (She never calls)
  • Plans for Baltimore and future shows
  • Getting yelled at by Danny
  • Parking lot frisbee date
  • Discussing the Armor interview and the SWG tour
  • Name dropping and picking back up
  • My phone got a little more infamous
  • For the record if you have nice shoes and give good talk; I'll freeze to hang out with you
  • Honks walking down the street
  • Ohhhhh the random anime convention walking by and Christine's comments
  • Laughing at fan kids
  • "Oh wait you're not Hunter..." haha
  • Planning outfits months in advance
  • I TOOK A NAP!!! (yeah finally got some sleep in my life)
  • Happy Birthday Sara
  • Me putting in my 2 cents on the whole "don't offer if you don't want to do it" situation
  • Telling people about my allergy
  • Random ass kids saying they were waiting for me to come
  • Realizing how much I actually like my friends
  • Dance party in the living room
  • Christine's warning message
  • Stephan Stefon & Devin...
  • Dear The Hint, Save us please! kthanksbye
  • "Devin where were you at 4am????"
  • "Imma need you to stop hanging with Michelle"
  • Bowing my head in shame with Geoff
  • Silly arguments and drama
  • Haha, like you care chick?
  • Towson Diner just to not go home
  • Sleepover
Places
  • Mall
  • Bank
  • Longhorn
  • Christine's
  • Home
  • Sara's
  • Troc
  • Mall
  • Burger King
Faces
  • Most of the Top Friends (not Alexa or Mandy)
  • We The Kings minus Drew plus Trevor
  • Random kids in bands and their associates
  • Expected party attendees
Conversations
  • Work
  • Zack
  • Mandy
  • Alexa

November 10, 2007 - life shouldn't be scheduled make some plans but allow for spontaneity


I forgot! I'm really sketchy but want these shoes...

Friday, November 9

Oh yeah Friday doesn't exist

Sometimes I need supervision, sadly I rarely get it; I think that comes from always being the responsible friend. As I said yesterday I'm happiest letting go, but when I'm alone I dwell like no other.


Memories

  • I did absolutely nothing
  • I TOOK ANOTHER NAP!!!!
  • Caught up on some tv
  • Geoff Blake called
  • I remembered I can't drive downtown alone anymore
    • Technically Saturday AM
      • Swimming in the air
      • Feeling super alone
      • Blogged for a bit
      • Passed out
Places
  • Work
  • Home
Faces
  • Poppa
  • Momma
Conversations
  • Ebony
  • Zack
  • Mary Anne
  • GB
  • Christine

November 9, 2007 - one's getaway is another's problematic source

Thursday, November 8

Getaway for a while

Dance party! I think I'm happiest sweaty, well not sweaty that's from the result of letting go, being carefree and feeling the moment. I dance, it's what I do it's who I am. I break it down. And if you're my friend you know this already and will more than likely join me.


Memories

  • Poppin pills in Sonar
  • Side project plans with Geoff & Jeff
  • Flipping out on some grody guy that didn't know where to put his hands
  • Jeff's blog
  • Quick trip to the mall
  • I TOOK A NAP!!!!
  • Hanging with mom for a split
  • Finding a sick spot in the crowded lot
  • Toothache adding to the work misery
  • Dancing with Luis
  • Sex eyes from merch boys
  • Steph's crushed dreams
  • Hanging out in the lounge
  • Stephani's confession
  • Yelling at Jeff but not really
  • Not having to go to the gas station
  • The best crowd reaction ever
  • Hulk hands and Transformer masks
  • Sad attempts at promotion
  • I love being ignored
Places
  • Mall
  • Sonar
  • UMBC
Faces
  • Stephani
  • Christine
  • Mandy
  • Emochelle
  • Geoff
  • Jeff
  • Fans
  • Hotspur
  • Momma
Conversations
  • Ebony
  • Zack
  • Mary Anne
  • Kevin
  • Becca
  • Sarababy

November 8, 2007 - after catharsis comes bliss