Thursday, February 26

What to do what to do?

How can something so wrong feel so right? Better yet, why is it wrong? Funny how I can no longer remember why things didn't work, funny how everything is new and improved without any modifications at all. What to do? Kill it? Revive it? Is it all just concocted in my head? Was it never anything at all? I don't know, I don't know I don't know. For once I don't know nor do I know how to find the answer. Driving me insane, but I can't dwell, gotta keep living. Face the challenges that are in my immediate, not the what ifs and the maybes. Now and only now.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! This is one fight that can't be masked by a scream. I'll resolve to wait it out and test the waters and just watch how it all unfolds. Yup. And now I wait...

She was a good look, for Wal-Mart


BINGO!!!

Wednesday, February 11

Thursday, February 5

My head

Lyrics are stuck in my head and I just saw an incredible picture of a beautiful human being that made me smile beyond belief. Times are rough but life is good and full of opportunities and chances. Still breathing all that matters!

There's a fire in your eyes
And I hope you'll let it burn
There's a scream in your voice
And I hope you will be heard
There's a fire in your eyes
And I hope you'll let it burn
Until you're heard, you're heard

Years later

and I'm still allowing you to ruin me. How is this possible? One day I'll move on, until then I'm here waiting on nothing.