Tuesday, April 28
Trying
I was getting better with this whole eating and sleeping to survive thing. Not so much. I just need circumstances to get better. Trying hard to keep positive...
Monday, April 20
Let's get it!
I just set up my phone and email with the blog. Expect more posts comin at ya from all directions. And now Cleopatra is stuck in my head...
Tuesday, April 14
Friday, April 10
Survey says
I haven't done one of these in a minute. I figure why myspace when you can blog?
10 things you want to say to 10 different people; no names:
1. You can do and be so much better than what you are. Stop settling and think before you leap!
2. I know how it is to get caught up in the moment, but why did you leave the very people who would do absolutely anything for you? Better yet, how can you look in the mirror knowing?
3. Why must I always be the first to start a relationship? I'm tired and throwing myself out there especially with the history we have. It's been a good ride and just when I think its dead and gone we find each other.
4. You mean more to me than you will ever truly realize. I can't believe we haven't been friends my entire life but now that you are in my life. Don't leave like the others did. I can't take that heartbreak and who will tell me I'm not crazy?
5. You're crazy and I love you for it. We don't talk/hang nearly as much as we should. But I know that if push comes to shove you're there for me and I you.
6. You and me that makes sense homie. Not sure how or why but we're the real deal. La la la and junk like that.
7. I don't know where you came from but thank you. So many memories in such a short amount of time. We're nothing alike and everything alike. And I wish that you had as much faith and confidence in yourself that you have in others. So much potential so much to offer the world. Just freakin do it already.
8. Sometimes I just want to grab you and shake you and say "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?" But I can't so I don't. Just cause I'm not always in sight doesn't mean you aren't forever in thought. There's so much I want to say and show but you're way too hardheaded for that. So I'll just keep doing what I'm doing and wait for when it's my turn to step in. Ugh you might cause some gray in my hair but I guess you're worth it.
9. Have you forgotten me cause I haven't forgotten you? Do you still search for me cause I no longer look but I do hope that we find each other. Just to see, what's in the now and if the choices we made were the right to live by. No one knows as much as you, I can still say that. But I doubt that's coming from your end.
10. Oh you. If there's one thing that you take from me and actually do. Stop over thinking and start living. You can't be scared all the time cause you'll wake up and be 40 and wonder where did your life go and you deserve so much more than that.
Nine Things About Yourself:
1. Everyday I strive to be a better Monique than what I was the day before
2. I'm constantly thinking but not always speaking
3. When people achieve their dreams I can't help but to cry
4. I honestly have no idea where I will be in 5 years and not really too concerned
5. I give more than I receive
6. I can't forget the mistakes I've made in the past no matter how big or small and worry that will be the end of me
7. I love life. Just the thought of it and I smile
8. Monique isn't afraid of making a fool of herself cause hey you only live once!
9. When I legit like someone I can't think or breathe and hide my face and grab my hair. It's adorable and foolish all at once.
Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1. Show me the real you
2. A child-like spark in your personality
3. Don't let me win especially not easily
4. Somehow show me that I'm different than any other girl without words
5. Vibe with me
6. Quote/sing something I love
7. Have a hidden depth that is only seen after really getting to know you
8. Accept me, good bad all of it
Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A lot:
1. Should've/Could've
2. How long can I function like this?
3. The daily grind of the day
4. My friends/families lives
5. What is my ultimate plan?
6. Those few boys that drive me crazy
7. New plans and schemes
Six Things You Wish You Never Did:
1. Give so much money freely
2. Let my stuff take over my life/room
3. Let go of his hand
4. Stop dancing
5. Buy things I didn't need just cause of the price
6. Let Bamboozle 08 and a lot of 2008 suck so much
Five Turn Offs:
1. Egos
2. Shadiness (there's a point where its no longer mysterious)
3. Trying too hard
4. Being a whore or being with whores
5. Not being real
Four Turn Ons:
1. Fucked up Hair
2. Creativity
3. Silliness
4. Style
Three Smileys That Describe Your Life:
1. 8-)
2. :-\
3. =p
Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. Live 100% debt-free
2. Leave the US boundaries
One Confession:
I don't always have the answers and a lot of times I'm making this up as I go along
10 things you want to say to 10 different people; no names:
1. You can do and be so much better than what you are. Stop settling and think before you leap!
2. I know how it is to get caught up in the moment, but why did you leave the very people who would do absolutely anything for you? Better yet, how can you look in the mirror knowing?
3. Why must I always be the first to start a relationship? I'm tired and throwing myself out there especially with the history we have. It's been a good ride and just when I think its dead and gone we find each other.
4. You mean more to me than you will ever truly realize. I can't believe we haven't been friends my entire life but now that you are in my life. Don't leave like the others did. I can't take that heartbreak and who will tell me I'm not crazy?
5. You're crazy and I love you for it. We don't talk/hang nearly as much as we should. But I know that if push comes to shove you're there for me and I you.
6. You and me that makes sense homie. Not sure how or why but we're the real deal. La la la and junk like that.
7. I don't know where you came from but thank you. So many memories in such a short amount of time. We're nothing alike and everything alike. And I wish that you had as much faith and confidence in yourself that you have in others. So much potential so much to offer the world. Just freakin do it already.
8. Sometimes I just want to grab you and shake you and say "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?" But I can't so I don't. Just cause I'm not always in sight doesn't mean you aren't forever in thought. There's so much I want to say and show but you're way too hardheaded for that. So I'll just keep doing what I'm doing and wait for when it's my turn to step in. Ugh you might cause some gray in my hair but I guess you're worth it.
9. Have you forgotten me cause I haven't forgotten you? Do you still search for me cause I no longer look but I do hope that we find each other. Just to see, what's in the now and if the choices we made were the right to live by. No one knows as much as you, I can still say that. But I doubt that's coming from your end.
10. Oh you. If there's one thing that you take from me and actually do. Stop over thinking and start living. You can't be scared all the time cause you'll wake up and be 40 and wonder where did your life go and you deserve so much more than that.
Nine Things About Yourself:
1. Everyday I strive to be a better Monique than what I was the day before
2. I'm constantly thinking but not always speaking
3. When people achieve their dreams I can't help but to cry
4. I honestly have no idea where I will be in 5 years and not really too concerned
5. I give more than I receive
6. I can't forget the mistakes I've made in the past no matter how big or small and worry that will be the end of me
7. I love life. Just the thought of it and I smile
8. Monique isn't afraid of making a fool of herself cause hey you only live once!
9. When I legit like someone I can't think or breathe and hide my face and grab my hair. It's adorable and foolish all at once.
Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1. Show me the real you
2. A child-like spark in your personality
3. Don't let me win especially not easily
4. Somehow show me that I'm different than any other girl without words
5. Vibe with me
6. Quote/sing something I love
7. Have a hidden depth that is only seen after really getting to know you
8. Accept me, good bad all of it
Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A lot:
1. Should've/Could've
2. How long can I function like this?
3. The daily grind of the day
4. My friends/families lives
5. What is my ultimate plan?
6. Those few boys that drive me crazy
7. New plans and schemes
Six Things You Wish You Never Did:
1. Give so much money freely
2. Let my stuff take over my life/room
3. Let go of his hand
4. Stop dancing
5. Buy things I didn't need just cause of the price
6. Let Bamboozle 08 and a lot of 2008 suck so much
Five Turn Offs:
1. Egos
2. Shadiness (there's a point where its no longer mysterious)
3. Trying too hard
4. Being a whore or being with whores
5. Not being real
Four Turn Ons:
1. Fucked up Hair
2. Creativity
3. Silliness
4. Style
Three Smileys That Describe Your Life:
1. 8-)
2. :-\
3. =p
Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. Live 100% debt-free
2. Leave the US boundaries
One Confession:
I don't always have the answers and a lot of times I'm making this up as I go along
Monday, April 6
Dunno
I don't know what affects me more your ignorance, your superior attitude or your judging. Either way none are good or helpful. One day you'll realize that, I hope.
Sunday, April 5
Thursday, April 2
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