Monday, February 18

I don't even know anymore

So I have this blog, and I intended to use it solely as a record of my life for a year. But that quickly became unrewarding I think because I'm a thinker. I'm not one to just divulge information and tell my life story. Probably because I find others far more interesting than myself. And also because I'm a mysterious person by nature and the idea of just giving up the events of my day seems self-invasive.
Not to say this is end of "pause. rewind. monique!", that isn't what I'm trying to say at all. I'm actually celebrating myself and my nature instead of stifling to a boring format I should just let it out, tell everything. My thoughts, feelings, ideas. I should use this for a place to reflect and idealize.
Plain and simple, I'm just going to go for the gusto and say what's on my mind about that day and my current role in life as we know it.
Maybe in a year, I'll be able to see how much I've grown as a person mentally and emotionally. You all should be able to get a better idea of the kind of person I am, or attempt to live as, as I will be able to learn all those things and more about myself.
Sorry this is nothing like what I intended but why stop the brainwaves from going?