Thursday, February 26

What to do what to do?

How can something so wrong feel so right? Better yet, why is it wrong? Funny how I can no longer remember why things didn't work, funny how everything is new and improved without any modifications at all. What to do? Kill it? Revive it? Is it all just concocted in my head? Was it never anything at all? I don't know, I don't know I don't know. For once I don't know nor do I know how to find the answer. Driving me insane, but I can't dwell, gotta keep living. Face the challenges that are in my immediate, not the what ifs and the maybes. Now and only now.

Ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh! This is one fight that can't be masked by a scream. I'll resolve to wait it out and test the waters and just watch how it all unfolds. Yup. And now I wait...

1 comment:

Christine O. said...

I had a very similar blog post a few weeks back. Didn't turn out to well... Good luck though.