Realizations are a bitch. I always say it but it never gets easier to deal with. I don't know what sucks more, knowing that you associate with shitty people or knowing that in a blink of an eye you'd still bend over backwards to help them in a bind? Sometimes I wish I was a bitch or at least heartless. It'd be so much easier to cut my losses and move on if I didn't care. Why am I the one to always get burned? The nice one, the good one, the one person you should treat better than others for the simple fact I'm one of the few that would wire you money to make sure you made it home safely. Not only that I'd give up sleep and fun to be there in your time of need. I keep asking myself why and the answer is simply, I do these things cause I'd want someone to return the favor. I guess somewhere in my brain the synapses aren't lining up and I can't register that shit isn't happening. What I'm really to do for others, won't be reciprocated. I'm giving 100% and only getting 35. Don't get my wrong, I have a few gems in my life that in all honesty give me the hope that the world can be better but even then sometimes they burn me just as so. The closer they are the worst it hurts, why do I live with such pain? Why can't people see what they are doing to me? Why am I asking questions that have no answers? Why do I care so fucking much?
bleh
So much built up passion and anger, not good for the heart. I already don't sleep I don't need to harbor any resentment, I'd cut you if I could. I am however very thankful for everyone that gave up their time/money/sleep/ect ect to insure that I enjoyed my birthday. It brings me to tears just thinking of your generosity. Love, love love. I feel it.
With that being said, dear assholes that I call some of my best friends. I had a birthday a week ago, thanks for not calling/texting or sending me the message just to say happy birthday. With that being said I also made it to Vegas and made it back safely. I know you were so concerned... It think it's really awesome how you couldn't drive an extra 10 minutes just to grace me with your presence. No worries, just give me some bullshit excuse; I'll smile and say "its whatever" and we'll go back to being the best of bests. Cause its what I do...
THANKS!
Showing posts with label birthday. Show all posts
Showing posts with label birthday. Show all posts
Thursday, November 6
Thursday, October 30
Ra Ra Birthday
So my birthday is coming up. So excited to go to Vegas and to celebrate with my friends throughout the month. I know a few of you will be scrambling trying to figure out what to get me as a gift, you don't have to get me anything. Just wish me a happy birthday! Seriously, I'm not needy or selfish. I'd rather the people I care about spend some time with me than spend any amount of money.
However, I know that this isn't going to fly with some of you so I've made yet another wishlist. I'm not a fan of making these, so I hope you appreciate it...
First and foremost, a link to everything I've posted in my blog that I wanted, the Christmas wishlist from last year is an excellent start as it's still up to date and very relevant.
Just as a heads up as far as sizes go I wear a Large in shirts unless its layerable and goes on the bottom then get me an XL so it will actually show. Good rule of thumb you know what I look like, hold it up and see if everything is going to fit where it's supposed to. For shoes I wear a 10 in womens, a 9 in mens, and an 8 in Chucks. If buying Chucks make sure it says 8 on the bottom, and not 6. I trust all of you to make good choices, you know my style. NO SKULLS! Please and Thank you!
Clothing:
However, I know that this isn't going to fly with some of you so I've made yet another wishlist. I'm not a fan of making these, so I hope you appreciate it...
First and foremost, a link to everything I've posted in my blog that I wanted, the Christmas wishlist from last year is an excellent start as it's still up to date and very relevant.
Just as a heads up as far as sizes go I wear a Large in shirts unless its layerable and goes on the bottom then get me an XL so it will actually show. Good rule of thumb you know what I look like, hold it up and see if everything is going to fit where it's supposed to. For shoes I wear a 10 in womens, a 9 in mens, and an 8 in Chucks. If buying Chucks make sure it says 8 on the bottom, and not 6. I trust all of you to make good choices, you know my style. NO SKULLS! Please and Thank you!
Clothing:
- I have a PacSun Wishlist available via email
- funky socks
- winter hats & convertible gloves
- fingerless gloves and arm bands
- neck ties
- Trench Coat
- Blazer
- Fierce shoes
- tops with hoods
- v-necks
- Snakes & Suits
- GK Hoodie
- Funky Sneakers
- Alt Press shirt
- a new Volcom purse
- Rad Digital Watch
- Paul Frank
- How
- Communication Arts
- An upbeat funky cookbook
- 100 Words to Make You Sound Smart
- American Fashion
- Home Studio Home
- Fashion Wonderland Book
- Fashion Now 2
- The Best Dance Moves... Ever!
- Absolut
- Others can be found here
- Nifty Cordless Phone
- Zune 120
- Rob & Big
- Clone High
- Can't Hardly Wait
- Go
- Punchline - Just say Yes
- White Tie Affair - Walk This Way
- Just Surrender - Stronger Now
- Hollywood Undead - Hollywood Undead
- Pussycat Dolls - Doll Domination
- Story of the Year - The Black Swan
- Old Navy
- Delia's
- Ticketmaster
- Panda Stuff
- Bamboozle 08 Poster
- Ocean Pacific Perfume
- cool paintings/posters - I like abstract geometric shapes, girls with cool hair, and cityscapes Roy Lichtenstein is one of my favorite artists
Saturday, October 25
A Celebration of Me!
Party at my house October 25th!
Basement party with beer pong/flip cup on the deck for those who enjoy drinking games. Dance party will be taking place in the main room with music provided by my Zune, various MP3 players and some mix CDs. Feel free to bring some sounds, but I assure you if it sucks, it'll get cut off. You can wear your costume if you'd like but it's not a Halloween party its a Birthday Extravaganza. I also have another floor of my house available to hang, just most people never see it. There may be some Wii or Scene It action, not sure if my mom is cooking so feel free to call her up and ask.
Yes 60+, my house rolls deep and gets a little crazy. Bring a friend or whatever, but no one I'm not fond of or they will be asked to leave. No drama and no worries let's just some kids going dumb! New as of this year, if you plan to sleep in my basement clear the shit with me first. I can't have kids disrespecting my domain. Thanks!
Hit me up if you plan to go, need directions, or have a request/question!
I'm lazy so below is the invite list. If you talk to any of these people let them know please. Help me out and just spread the word to the masses.
Adam
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Fiona
Geo Geoff Greg Hannah James James Larson Jeff Jen Jen Cheney Jesse Joe JoJo Jon Stipek Jordan Josh Justin Kate Kevin Kim |
Laurel
Lindsay Abell Lisa Boh Bisa Lou Mandy Sin Mark Marquita Mary Mary Anne Matt Mikey Molly Morgan Nicki Pat Patrick Rae Rhiannon Ryan Ryan Ashley |
Sammi
Sara B Sara Emily Sara F Sarabay Sarahfax Stacy Michelle Stephani Stephanie Stephon Steve Douglas Steve Milaka Steve Zapp Tessa Tim Tom Uber Pat Will MC Zack |
Saturday, November 10
Vicodin clears your head
Didn't take a new picture with Danny. Somewhere there are some party pics, remind me and I'll upload something another time. In the meantime you can look at this one but imagine it a month and 8 days later...oh minus Stephani against a brick wall instead of an alley; yeah we take sketchy pictures but boys in bands are equally sketch.
Memories
- I should really manage time better
- Happy Birthday Sara, she picks up my green tub and I leave for Philly
- I get a text message from Work....effffff that noise
- Pick up Christine and see a tour bus in the hotel parking lot; whatevs
- Almost pee my pants cause the closest bathroom was bloody and had to walk another block to the "mall"
- Sketchy Philly residents and then Chinatown. Sorry Gabe a week too late...
- Couple issues crossing the street
- Falling down the steps and having the whole venue see
- Chatting to Trevor about Delicious and how to join a tour
- WTK offically hates the review but loves the article
- Give Travis tips for the next album, surprisingly he agrees
- Confetti and Madina Lake going balls to the wall all set
- Derek looking not so happy but happy that me and Christine danced
- Discussion of naps
- Dancing with our FL boys
- Learning about Drew
- I like choices
- Those effin cookies
- Explaining to merch boy about their false advertising
- Hiking around the most unique block I've ever seen; and the creepiest alley you wouldn't pay me to enter alone
- Meeting that one girl we see a lot
- Appropriate shit talking
- Almost getting hit by the entrance door
- Random bathroom graphics
- Bagging on Christine's fashion choices
- Alexa called me!!! (She never calls)
- Plans for Baltimore and future shows
- Getting yelled at by Danny
- Parking lot frisbee date
- Discussing the Armor interview and the SWG tour
- Name dropping and picking back up
- My phone got a little more infamous
- For the record if you have nice shoes and give good talk; I'll freeze to hang out with you
- Honks walking down the street
- Ohhhhh the random anime convention walking by and Christine's comments
- Laughing at fan kids
- "Oh wait you're not Hunter..." haha
- Planning outfits months in advance
- I TOOK A NAP!!! (yeah finally got some sleep in my life)
- Happy Birthday Sara
- Me putting in my 2 cents on the whole "don't offer if you don't want to do it" situation
- Telling people about my allergy
- Random ass kids saying they were waiting for me to come
- Realizing how much I actually like my friends
- Dance party in the living room
- Christine's warning message
- Stephan Stefon & Devin...
- Dear The Hint, Save us please! kthanksbye
- "Devin where were you at 4am????"
- "Imma need you to stop hanging with Michelle"
- Bowing my head in shame with Geoff
- Silly arguments and drama
- Haha, like you care chick?
- Towson Diner just to not go home
- Sleepover
- Mall
- Bank
- Longhorn
- Christine's
- Home
- Sara's
- Troc
- Mall
- Burger King
- Most of the Top Friends (not Alexa or Mandy)
- We The Kings minus Drew plus Trevor
- Random kids in bands and their associates
- Expected party attendees
- Work
- Zack
- Mandy
- Alexa
November 10, 2007 - life shouldn't be scheduled make some plans but allow for spontaneity
I forgot! I'm really sketchy but want these shoes...
Tuesday, October 30
Happy Birthday!
Sorry I completely forgot to take a picture and then I was too drunk to operate my camera. I'll rock my outfit again just for this blog. Thank you sippy cup!
Memories
October 30, 2007 - realizations bring out the strongest emotions
Random Interview Question:
Memories
- Going out to lunch
- Zack texting me every hour
- Crying myself to sleep
- Christine's blog
- Birthday party at work
- Silverstein
- Real Talk with Devin
- Backseat drinks
- "We don't play that CD"
- Progressive not trying to help a girl out
- Exit 8 or 21...
- Tom's what is that?
- Mumbling through our teeth so conversations aren't seen
- Work
- Chipotle
- UMBC
- Chameleon Club
- Sketchy Gas Station
- Devin
- Christine
- Geoff
- Sameer
- Momma
- Happy Birthdays
- Rae
- Mary Anne
- Sara B
- Ebony
- Zack
- Sara Emily
- Sarababy
- Kevin
- Michelle
October 30, 2007 - realizations bring out the strongest emotions
Random Interview Question:
Your pajamas have duckies on them. Why did you switch from choo-choos?
Haha choo-choos depressed me because it reminded me of The Little Engine That Could and I kept thinking about uphill struggles.
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