I can't believe I didn't do Justin Long

I have a kindergarden crush on Justin Long that just grows with every daytime and latenight interview. He's seriously what I invision when someone says "boyish charm." With that being said... the list (courtesy of iMDB). I've seen the green movies and own the reds.

1. Drag Me to Hell (2009) .... Clay Dalton
2. Still Waiting... (2009) (V) (uncredited) .... Dean
3. He's Just Not That Into You (2009) .... Alex
   
4. Patriotville (2009) .... Chase Revere
5. Zack and Miri Make a Porno (2008) .... Brandon St. Randy
   
6. Just Add Water (2008/I) .... Spoonie
7. Strange Wilderness (2008) .... Junior
8. Walk Hard: The Dewey Cox Story (2007) (uncredited) .... George Harrison
   
9. Alvin and the Chipmunks (2007) (voice) .... Alvin
10. Terra (2007) (voice) .... Senn
    
11. Live Free or Die Hard (2007) .... Matt Farrell
    
12. Idiocracy (2006) .... Doctor
13. Accepted (2006) .... Bartleby Gaines
14. The Break-Up (2006) .... Christopher
15. Dreamland (2006) .... Mookie
16. The Sasquatch Gang (2006) .... Zerk Wilder
    
17. Herbie Fully Loaded (2005) .... Kevin
18. Waiting... (2005) .... Dean
    
19. Robin's Big Date (2005) .... Robin
20. Wake Up, Ron Burgundy: The Lost Movie (2004) (V) .... Chris Harken
    
21. Dodgeball: A True Underdog Story (2004) .... Justin
    
22. Hair High (2004) (voice) .... Dwayne
23. Raising Genius (2004) .... Hal Nestor
24. Jeepers Creepers II (2003) .... Darry Jenner
25. Crossroads (2002/I) .... Henry
26. Jeepers Creepers (2001) .... Darry Jenner
    
27. Happy Campers (2001) .... Donald
    
28. Galaxy Quest (1999) .... Brandon

It'd be so easy to lock myself away and drink until I no longer felt this hopelessness in my heart. Too bad I don't have health insurance...

Sometimes I wish I was artsy

No pants has never been so fun

"What up T-shirt Girl???"
Classic how certain people can say the most meaningless shit and my day improves exponentially because of it. :)

SWEET BRAGZ!!!!!!

I come right after Ashlee, I'm aok with this!!! PS bro only follows 50 cats.
Life is hella good!

boredom = survey

What was the last thing someone threw at you?
themselves? haha oh wait money, yup

Would you kiss the last person you kissed again?
oh for sure

How was your day?
redic and eventful so overall good; so exhausted

Do you like anyone?
I like you like like you like you. Haha I don't think so maybe

Have you lost anyone you wish you would not have?
most def

Who was the last person who yelled at you?
hmm not a clue

Are you a happy person?
I'll say yes

What are you wearing?
Party Naked tank and no pants

What are you looking forward to?
Going on an interview of some sort

Is there something you want?
always, isn't that what drives us all?

Is there anything you'd like to say to anyone?
Sooooo many things to soooo many people I made a post a couple down with a small list. I would love to tell someone that they are one of my only life regrets and I have to deal with that

When was the last time you laughed really hard?
couple hours ago

Are you wearing clothes?
sure

Are you wearing socks?
not so much

When was the last time you cried?
it's been a while actually

Do you cry yourself to sleep every night?
i did for almost 2 months, that's ended finally

What's the initials of the last person you kissed?
I wish I knew, hahaha that sounds so bad

What was the last thing you drank?
sweet tea

What color is your camera?
neon green

Who was the last person you commented?
Fiona maybe could be Erica not too sure

Who was the last person you were in a car with 18 and under?
Is Karlynn under 18?

Have you ever flipped out in public? What about at a family gathering?
Oh for certain, I've kirked like no other not at family functions though

Do you listen to Paramore?
uh duh

Where was the last place you fell asleep, other then your bed?
kitchen table

Have you ever kissed anyone with a lip ring?
mmmm not that one kid but sure have

Tell me about the shirt you are wearing?
black tank neon letters says Party Naked

Have you ever kissed someone in a vehicle?
backseat windows up...

Did you wake up in the middle of the night last night?
I didn't even sleep at night to wake up in it

Do you hate the last person you kissed?
psh no

Have you fell asleep in someone's arms?
that's the best, I need to do that more

Where is your phone?
on my ear cause I'm using it

Do you have Verizon?
internet and land line

Do you think you would be able to handle being in the military?
not at all, i don't take direction very well

Who is your last text from?
myself

When is the next time you’ll kiss someone
probably tomorrow

What is the reason behind your Myspace song?
who doesn't know a dirrrty girl??

What is a fact about the last person you kissed?
bro is in a band like always

Would you rather have the ability to fly or the ability to read minds?
oooo i would totally abuse both of those, I don't think I should be allowed either actually

Have you ever trusted someone you wish you wouldn't have?
nope i don't trust people often

Name a site that you visit everyday:
careerbuilder

Another survey to pass the time

What do you think about the last person you kissed?
He was actually solid kid, although I don't know jack about him. Maybe we'll cross paths again

Who's the last person you had a deep conversation with?
That one boy I care far too much about for my own good

Did you sleep in past noon today?
Not so much

How many different colors are you wearing right now?
3

If you could have something right now, what would it be?
clarity or direction maybe even purpose

Do you have a lot of dreams for the future?
That's something that'll never change, at least I hope

Do you want someone back in your life?
Such a loaded question. I'm probably doing better without these people and I gained so much in their lost but you can't help yourself but to think hmm what if, yanno

Has a boy/girl put their arm around you the past five days?
Sure did and I emotionally ruined myself like I always do; I'm such a girl

How is the weather right now?
So nice, the sun is out with a few clouds there's a breeze and the temp can't be anything over 70. I'd say ideal

Is anything annoying you right now?
What isn't, I'm so irritable right now it's insane

Does anyone call you babe?
Nope but close

What is the last thing you did before you went to bed last night?
Attempted to clear my head, we all know how well that went

Is this year the best year of your life?
Wow no. Well maybe, it's hard to say. It's pretty freakin good all things considered but there's always room for improvement

Are you trying to avoid liking/loving somebody at the moment?
Multiples, why can't I just find someone already that it's ok for me to fall for

Has anybody ever given you butterflies?
yup

Do you have nice eyes?
So I'm told

What are you doing besides this?
Talking to Stacy, she keeps me sane

Do you have any plans for tomorrow?
I think I have a movie date with my dad

What's the first thing you did when you woke up?
sighed and rolled over

If your friends warn you about someone, do you listen?
Eh, some of my friends aren't the best judges of character. A lot of times I'm a hard-headed determined idiot. So I'll just say not as much as I should.

Does it take a lot to make you cry?
Yup, I hold so much in and hide so much more

Are you satisfied with what you currently have in life?
Hell to the no, but I'm working with it the best I know how

Would you ever get a tattoo?
Probably not, committment...

Are you keeping a big secret right now?
Nope...nope not that I know of

What made you happy today?
Stacy reminding me that I'm not the only one that gets fucked over

Would you date someone twenty years older than you?
Doubtful, at this rate I don't think I could meet a guy 20 years older. I have enough trouble meeting one that's older than 20, haha

Are you close with your mother?
sure am, but I don't tell her as much as I should

Did you speak to your father today?
yup <3

Have you ever kissed anyone with a last name that starts with K or Z or T?
Hahahaha so many of you would love to know

Have you ever broken someone's heart?
Yeah and it wrecked me more than it did him, but he'll never know that

Are you listening to music right now?
Not in the least bit

Is there someone who meant a lot to you at one point and aren't around much anymore?
Sadly

Is there any emotion you're trying to avoid right now?
helplessness, exhaustion, confusion, lonliness. I'm basically avoiding myself right now

Anything you would change about your life right now?
I think there's a lot to working at things and not taking the easy route so I'll keep on trucking but thanks for the offer

Trying

I was getting better with this whole eating and sleeping to survive thing. Not so much. I just need circumstances to get better. Trying hard to keep positive...

CSWS

Going a million miles a minute. It's so fast sound can't even keep up

Let's get it!

I just set up my phone and email with the blog. Expect more posts comin at ya from all directions. And now Cleopatra is stuck in my head...

Bitch I'm shinin

By looking like everyone else...

Hooba

Survey says

I haven't done one of these in a minute. I figure why myspace when you can blog?

10 things you want to say to 10 different people; no names:
1. You can do and be so much better than what you are. Stop settling and think before you leap!
2. I know how it is to get caught up in the moment, but why did you leave the very people who would do absolutely anything for you? Better yet, how can you look in the mirror knowing?
3. Why must I always be the first to start a relationship? I'm tired and throwing myself out there especially with the history we have. It's been a good ride and just when I think its dead and gone we find each other.
4. You mean more to me than you will ever truly realize. I can't believe we haven't been friends my entire life but now that you are in my life. Don't leave like the others did. I can't take that heartbreak and who will tell me I'm not crazy?
5. You're crazy and I love you for it. We don't talk/hang nearly as much as we should. But I know that if push comes to shove you're there for me and I you.
6. You and me that makes sense homie. Not sure how or why but we're the real deal. La la la and junk like that.
7. I don't know where you came from but thank you. So many memories in such a short amount of time. We're nothing alike and everything alike. And I wish that you had as much faith and confidence in yourself that you have in others. So much potential so much to offer the world. Just freakin do it already.
8. Sometimes I just want to grab you and shake you and say "WHAT THE FUCK ARE YOU DOING?" But I can't so I don't. Just cause I'm not always in sight doesn't mean you aren't forever in thought. There's so much I want to say and show but you're way too hardheaded for that. So I'll just keep doing what I'm doing and wait for when it's my turn to step in. Ugh you might cause some gray in my hair but I guess you're worth it.
9. Have you forgotten me cause I haven't forgotten you? Do you still search for me cause I no longer look but I do hope that we find each other. Just to see, what's in the now and if the choices we made were the right to live by. No one knows as much as you, I can still say that. But I doubt that's coming from your end.
10. Oh you. If there's one thing that you take from me and actually do. Stop over thinking and start living. You can't be scared all the time cause you'll wake up and be 40 and wonder where did your life go and you deserve so much more than that.

Nine Things About Yourself:
1. Everyday I strive to be a better Monique than what I was the day before
2. I'm constantly thinking but not always speaking
3. When people achieve their dreams I can't help but to cry
4. I honestly have no idea where I will be in 5 years and not really too concerned
5. I give more than I receive
6. I can't forget the mistakes I've made in the past no matter how big or small and worry that will be the end of me
7. I love life. Just the thought of it and I smile
8. Monique isn't afraid of making a fool of herself cause hey you only live once!
9. When I legit like someone I can't think or breathe and hide my face and grab my hair. It's adorable and foolish all at once.

Eight Ways To Win My Heart:
1. Show me the real you
2. A child-like spark in your personality
3. Don't let me win especially not easily
4. Somehow show me that I'm different than any other girl without words
5. Vibe with me
6. Quote/sing something I love
7. Have a hidden depth that is only seen after really getting to know you
8. Accept me, good bad all of it

Seven Things That Cross Your Mind A lot:
1. Should've/Could've
2. How long can I function like this?
3. The daily grind of the day
4. My friends/families lives
5. What is my ultimate plan?
6. Those few boys that drive me crazy
7. New plans and schemes

Six Things You Wish You Never Did:
1. Give so much money freely
2. Let my stuff take over my life/room
3. Let go of his hand
4. Stop dancing
5. Buy things I didn't need just cause of the price
6. Let Bamboozle 08 and a lot of 2008 suck so much

Five Turn Offs:
1. Egos
2. Shadiness (there's a point where its no longer mysterious)
3. Trying too hard
4. Being a whore or being with whores
5. Not being real

Four Turn Ons:
1. Fucked up Hair
2. Creativity
3. Silliness
4. Style

Three Smileys That Describe Your Life:
1. 8-)
2. :-\
3. =p

Two Things You Want To Do Before You Die:
1. Live 100% debt-free
2. Leave the US boundaries

One Confession:
I don't always have the answers and a lot of times I'm making this up as I go along

Dunno

I don't know what affects me more your ignorance, your superior attitude or your judging. Either way none are good or helpful. One day you'll realize that, I hope.

I just twoted all over the place

Real friends would call you?

I love these ads

Hot Topic has the best promo emails sometimes. Look at that "love"

Apparently this makes certain people think of me...

Old School Cereal Commericals

Temporarily out of cash

Talk about nerve wracking. In a few weeks it will be 4 months since I had a job. As the days go on it becomes harder and harder to keep my head up. You start to get that attitude of "the phone didn't ring yesterday, probably won't ring tomorrow" but that's such a defeatist attitude. If I don't try then it will never ring. Something has to work out, I have faith. Just not as much as I'd like sometimes.
It also annoying that with unemployment I can only make so much weekly before it starts being taken out of my check. So I may bust my ass and grind out a dumb amount of freelance hours but at the end of the day I only make maybe 100 more than if I slept the days away. Sometimes I just say "why bother" but then I find the strength to continue. Cause, "ya never know..."
What bugs me most is the amount of money I have floating around. Several people have bothered money, or had me purchase something with intent to pay me back but I never see it. I guess these cats are all a different breed, maybe they've forgotten, maybe they lied to my face? The world may never know. What I do know is that far too many times in the past hmm year to two years I've been given empty promises. Maybe they need it more than I do? Maybe I deserve to be without. Doesn't help that daily I hear a words from my mother although I vowed to stop giving money in any shape or form to anyone anytime. If you want a ticket give me the cash or you buy them and I'll pay you. If ya want a ride better supply a fair amount for toll and gas. Going to dinner and you only have a card, split that check. It's the little things but they add up and this is the only way I can protect my pockets from further damages.
Full of hope, depression, confusion and determination. Hoping the goods outweigh the bad and I continue on to find bigger and better things. Or at least a thing. Not sure how much longer I can continue to tap out my savings and rob peter to pay paul. Simply not use to living like this, I never was the person to spend beyond my means purposely. Nor not be able to do whatever it was I wanted solely on cashflow. I work too hard and follow the rules too well to be in this perdictament. But then again, "everything happens for a reason"