What do I keep doing wrong?

I wish I knew cause I if I did, believe you me I'd stop. I maybe be stubborn at times, but I'm not one to constantly go against the grain; especially just for shits and giggles. I'm at the point that I'm about to just stop fighting against the tide and let the current sweep me away to where ever it chooses to take me.

What's a girl got to do to catch a break?