Working out is the one time in my life that everything I'm doing is for myself. No deadlines or duedates or directions. Just monique giving her all for herself.

Starting today I promise to do everything in my power to be a better, happier person.

I don't think fate understands that I don't want to learn a lesson just yet. Just let me do my thing and next time I'll slow down and do things the right way...

I don't think fate understands that I don't want to learn a lesson just yet. Just let me do my thing and next time I'll slow down and do things the right way...

It's nights like tonight that make wish I still had you. "you don't know what you got til it's gone"

Why did i think having three jobs would be ok?

I wonder if i could go on "til debt do us part" if i'm just one person.

Why do i allow this? Why do you do this? Why? Why? Why?

All progress is lost with the mention of your name. Things are forever the same and i'm tired of being the token in the game. It's time for things to change.

I don't discriminate, I regulate every shade of that ass.

misery loves company

glad you found someone to be salty with

Not ready to face the songs we used to share. Why does it feel like I lost my self?

What's your dream car?

For the longest time it was the Suzuki X-90 but now that I have my Fit I wouldn't trade it for the world!

what would you like to know this time?

What's your favorite season of the year?

Autumn for sure. The weather is bipolar but i can wear layers typically everyday and the holiday season starts. Stores are all geared up for back to school. My birthday happens and of course the leaves change colors.

what would you like to know this time?

formspring.me

I'm finally leaking this link... http://formspring.me/ohmonique

Good to know that I'm not all talk and when push comes to shove I'd do anything in my power to help a friend. Classic case of actions speaking louder than words

TUMBLR

I gotta tumblr
You should follow me
itsmonique.tumblr.com
I may or may not keep posting from my phone to here

Totally putting my depression on the christmas list this year. If anyone deserves a gift it's that for always being around. Thanks!

all signs point yes

Haven't done this in a while but look at this horoscope:
Monday, Nov 16th, 2009 -- Today's New Moon in your sign is like your birthday because the wishes you make now can really come true. But it's not about whimsically saying that you want this or that. It's about visualizing the year ahead and imagining the best possible outcome to the present situation. Then think about what you must do to manifest your fantasy. Finally, speak your intentions out loud. Creating a ritual helps more than you think, so try lighting a candle and blowing it out to get into the proper spirit.

Doesn't help that I may be about to have the most ridiculous, spontaneous, and senseless day of my life. I'm a level-headed girl that doesn't let things get to the best of me, but I also can't argue a valid point...

What's the point of being young if you can't be stupid?

These post are always bitter. Today I'm conflicted & confused. Too bad there's really no one that lets me talk enough to think things through. Ugh, need a sign.